14/08/06: well its been a month && guess wat?? NO PHONE. LOLLLLLL what a surprise!! but u kno what, THX DAD caus it meant i made this site which u CANT TAKE AWAY n guess what happens nxt...

12/08/06: things used to b different. right? right??? meh... idk... lifes been tis way fr as long as i can remembr....

10/08/06: motivation draining away... cnt do this 4 much longer... i hav to escape... i hav to break free......

09/08/06: if i have 2 listen to mum complain about dad for 1 more second i am gonna KILL sum1.... STFU ABOUT UR SH*TTY MARRIAGE IT HAS NOTHIN TO DO WITH ME!! sorry... unrelated to dis website. just had to vent... will update agains soon.

06/08/06: iv had enuff of all tis effort... gunna post sum epic fan fic. NO, not my usual writing i do... but Amanda says she tinks id be good at it so here is a click story about a bunch of bands in teh hall of fame. 3....2...1.... BEGIN!1

Serj Tankian wuz walking down the street 1 day when he bumpbed into Billie Joe Armstrong. "Hello," he said, smilin his charming && devilish smile. "I'm looking for Amy Lee, have u seen her?". "Nope," said Billie Joe Armstrong. "U should ask Mike Shinoda, I heard they were dating...." and then ran off singing one of his amazing hits. Well, he kept on walking down the street until he tripped over a stack of cds. They were Fightstar cds!!!! And he smiled cuz Dave Mustaine had told him a few days b4 to check them out. He was about 2 pick them up wen a woman ran up and sed "Wait, those are mine!!". It was.... dun dun DUNNNN Amy Lee!!!! And she laughed and said long time no c. Then My Chemical Romance appeared and everyone stated dancing xDDDDDD

04/08/06: wat if i made teh website into lik... a game?? a mystery?? watch dis space...

03/08/06: website comin along well... wen its done it will b the COOLEST SH*T U EVER DID SEE... i can guarantee... did u notice i can rhyme like eminem hu is not emo but we wil grant him a pass becauz some of his songs genuinely rawk (dnt tell Josh i said dat). C U SOON!!! xoxo

21/07/06: im back. phone gone 4 a month. F*CK that. i cannot WAIT to move out sum day. it needs 2 happen SOON. figured might as well com on here n try 2 distract myself. if i can get teh chatbox working the guys can txt me still (technically). ugh. so much work 2 do...

14/07/06: he took it HE TOOK MY MOTHERF**KING PHONE!! WHAT RIGHT does he think he has to take MY stuff all i was doing was chilling in my room when BAM BAM BAM three knocks three knocks always means trouble n ofc i hav no lock on my door (cant risk me having a SHRED of privacy right?? might make me feel too human) so that means hes in like a flash expecting to catch me in some devious act (risky business u creep) but nah im just texting Cat bout who all is going to Live on Friday.... n he takes 1 look around && guess what he says?? he says: ur on that phone too much... and SNATCHES it up before i have a chance to dodge. then he tells me since HE bought it (lies it was mums old phone) he has the right TO DO WHAT HE WANTS and as my father he gets to decide whats best. HA!!!! whats best?? REALLY??? FUNNIEST TING IV HEARD SINCE Matt the Metalhead tried 2 start his own band. apparently WHATS BEST = WHAT WILL HURT ME THE MOST. GODDDDD i need to calm down i need to remember how to breathe i need to do SOMETHING other than shake and boil and